
In the last seventeen years, I have opened and closed my first and only business. These past few months have been bittersweet. Each phone call to a client, each email to a vendor, and every final signature feels like the closing of a cherished chapter.
I’ve received countless messages from clients and their office managers—notes of congratulations mingled with sadness. For many, it feels like saying goodbye to a family member. I’ve known some of them since they were medical students, full of excitement and idealism. I watched them grow through dermatology residency and later walked beside them as their consultant dermatopathologist. We’ve shared late-night consults, diagnostic puzzles, and the unspoken trust that comes with years of partnership.
And then one client said something that pierced through all the professional decorum:
“I’m in mourning.”
So am I.
For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven.
Ecclesiastes 3:1 (ESV)
I am mourning not just the closing of a business, but the passing of a season of calling—one defined by purpose, people, and the quiet satisfaction of service. Yet beneath the grief, there is gratitude. Gratitude for the relationships built, the lives touched, and the faithfulness of God through every phase.
There is also peace. Because every ending in Christ is not death—it’s transformation.
I am learning that mourning is not the opposite of faith. It’s a sacred acknowledgment that something precious has ended, and that God, in His wisdom, is making room for something new.
Jesus Himself said, “Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted” (Matthew 5:4). In the kingdom of God, mourning isn’t a failure of faith—it’s an expression of love.
And so, I’m letting go. Not in despair, but in trust. For the same God who blessed the beginning is already preparing what comes next.
Love and trust in the Lord; seek His will in your life.
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